Life Starts Here
I am not a bad person. I’m not. It’s that plain and simple. I am not a bad person. Blame me for all your problems, go ahead. But in the end, they’re still your problems, and I’ll be gone. No where to be found to help you out.
I am not selfish. I am not self-absorbed. I am not dishonest.
I am kind. I am caring. I am sharing. I will go out of my way to help you.
But that’s my problem.
That I will go out of my way to help you. Because, you are not there to do the same for me. You never were. And until now, I let it go. It didn’t matter because I’ve always like to do things on my own anyways.
I’m over that. It doesn’t matter that I never ask for help, it matters that you don’t offer.
You are the problem. All of your problems stem from you. You are selfish. You are self-absorbed. You are greedy. You are negative. You are mean.
And I don’t care. I don’t care that you are all those things because I am done worrying about what other people think about me.
I’ve never been one to care about what other people’s thoughts are about me, but I’ve acknowledged they had them. I’ve acknowledged that this person thinks this while that person thinks that.
Now I’m done even acknowledging.
I am me. I know the truth about me. I know who I am. And you, my dear, don’t matter.
When I graduate, when I move on in life, you won’t be there, and that is perfectly fine with me. My real friends will be with me, understanding everything about me. My real love will be there with me, watching me live my life and loving being a part of every second, not critiquing it.
So this is the end.
The end of the old me and onto the new me.
What’s changed? Nothing.
Because I am still me, doing exactly what I do.
The only difference? That you’re not there to hold me back.
I am me.
I am not a bad person. I am not. And you can no longer trick me into thinking I am.
The ones who this is about won’t even ever see this. But that is besides the point. I am putting this out there for me. And for anyone else that agrees. Because life is too short to be anyone but yourself.
So I am me.
And life starts here.
